Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Saturday, March 01, 2003

You are orange. You are emotional. Outside, you are bitter and stubborn, inside you are hopeful, hoping someone will come save you from the bitterness of your own mind. You constantly feel the need to prove yourself, and you look up to those who can make thier dreams happen. You are broken, but not beyond repair like maroon.

What inner color are you?

>>hmm..bitter..alright..ahhaz

Your Heart is Blue

What Color is Your Heart?
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>>hmmm at least its blue not some dark black colours as usual..hur hur

Friday, February 28, 2003

++Alright.I shall apologise 1st before any commotion starts.++

okay..heres goes nothing...

i know i may have made some one (who means smtg to me) sort of pissed of today
i know that person may have felt unwanted or had felt forgotten.Maybe that person
might had thought i'm going to neglect her, and leave her in the dark.
All i want to say is this...

No matter what i turn out to be(as in label wise or character wise), i want to reinforce
that our friendship is carried in my heart every where i go.

Though you may think i don't know what you exactly encounter in life. I'm trying my very
best to give you the maximum attention you need to allow you to feel comfortable and appreciate life(not saying that
you dont appreciate you life).

I hope you would try(at least give it a shot)to understand that i too need some space and have
some time away.Again i repeat as i already said in the letter,its not that you're not giving me space nor time,i want you
to feel comfortable and do not have the slightest hard feeling about me going out with some one else.

OKay..thats almost everything i feel like sharing with you.Don't blame me for blogging this out
(though you thought that we could talk abt almost everything together).I feel that in diff. situations,i express myself better
in words not with my mouth.With words i can take my time to think properly of what i want to say and not have the fear of
accidentally blurting out wrong words(you shld know why i said this..e.g the karen and wanting "history").

I would advise you to ignore everything i said above if you feel that i'm embarrasing you in public or
trying to "despise" you.But to me, my intentions are clear and what i said is honestly true..

-it is me who blogged-

Thursday, February 27, 2003

:: pink sheep blogs.. :::

i hv a new blog?..
its nice..
add my links pls..
http://pink_stars.blogspot.com

yep!..tanks..
hope tings r goin on fine 4 everyone..
all of u r on my mind..
still love u all loads..muacks!

+++..U r my inspiration!..+++

Wednesday, February 26, 2003

the day started of well..mid day and mid evening went chaotic...but ended with a big smile..oh yes..a day for leting go..and fool ard..

Save Yourself
-sense field-

turn out the light
just say goodnight, to yourself
may I remind you
when you find you're all alone is when you've got to be strong
cause that's when they call you, in the night
he's got your picture in his mind
he's got your number on a paper at his disposal anytime

is it really true
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you
so many times we just give it away, to someone who
someone who you

met in a bar
the back of a car
and for a moment you felt important but not in your heart
my self esteem,
it's been low,
go ahead and count it's been lower than low
i know the feeling of it stealing life out from under me

i want to learn,
how you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you
so many times we just give it away to someone who,
couldn't even remember your name
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you,
loves me for me
give it away to someone who
someone who will cherish your name

cause I want to learn,
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you,
loves me for me
give it away to someone who, someone who will
cherish your name
cherish your name

Sunday, February 23, 2003

>7mth being single.
>>its a queer date.
>>>smtg is linked to it.
>>>>i've just been enlightened.
>>>>>into lifehouse now.